Hi, it's just mostly blah blah blahs...
There is so much I want to do in what little hours I've got available to do them throughout each day, and it seems as though I never have enough time to do any of it.
I stood at my work place, thinking over the things I want to draw or write. The art I want to make and share or the stories I want to get back to. While this was going on, I had a repeated voice saying, "I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to do any of it anymore." I know the voice was talking about my job, but at the same time, I wondered if it also applied to the things I love to do.
The truth is, I do want to do a lot of things, but each day feels as though I'm never going to accomplish them. I have another GMD foreign comic to translate and it's taking me months to do just eight pages. I get to Thursday night and start stressing over not having a decent update ready for Friday's site updates.
And I have a confession: I wish I could do more Livestream chats. Every time I see a journal pop up, it's been several hours later when it was posted. This was due to being at work or getting on at a very late time. I'm missing out on socializing with my friends, and it's upsetting to me.
This has been our lives in recent times:
Go to work. Come home.
That's it. We don't go anywhere or do anything. I have a closet full of clean, unused normal clothes that I hardly wear. I've been going out and coming in wearing my work uniform the most. On my days off I stay home and sleep as much as I can due to being so exhausted from my job. Our laundry loads have consisted of our uniforms, sleep wear, and the typical socks and stuff.
It's almost 1 in the a.m. We changed to an hour ahead for Daylight Savings on Sunday, throwing our internal clocks all off. I have work again 12:15 p.m. to 9:45 p.m., so I won't be expected to return until I don't know. Hopefully a little before I leave in the morning.
Take care for now, all!